Thursday, January 15, 2009




Not Enough

Oh my darling, I miss you so.
How I loved you, you'll never know.
Though it's time for me to let you go.
Oh my darling, I'll miss you so.

Can't believe you're really gone for good.
I still hold on to places you once stood.
I should move on, but I never could,
Really believe you're gone for good.

Oh my friend, what could I do?
I just came home to bury you.
The road is long, the road is rough.
Your in my heart, that's not close enough.

All those years, disappear
All my tears, are not enough, not enough.
How can it be the ties that bind,
Cut down deep and are so unkind?
When we lose them we will never find,
Anything stronger than the ties that bind.

I still have your memory.
One or two pictures of you and me.
Life is long and life is tough,
But when you love someone,
Life is not long enough.

Emmylou Harris, written for her dog Bonaparte

Friday, January 9, 2009

Bo?

I just wanted to tell you how well I did this first Christmas.

I took in Tina, as you know - and I worked through a ton of stuff you always hoped I would - balancing celebration and sorrow, past and future - I missed you the whole way! And now we are sitting here moving into 09 with so much hope and optimism - you're here every step.

Oh if only other humans could find the happiness with one another I feel even in your memory.
What a lambie-dog you are...Mommy loves Lila. SO much love Lila.

See you soon Angel Heart. we missed you - and, I kept my promise...:) I am not just good, I am SOOO good.

love you, angel!
Hug the Beef for me....Mom

Tuesday, January 6, 2009




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